January 1, 2011

Day One

Day One: Something you hate about yourself

What a positive way to start off the new year, huh?

I hate how mean I am to myself.
Sounds kind of silly but I really find myself putting myself down all the time.
I feel I am 
not smart enough, 
not pretty enough,
 not talented enough,
not kind enough,
that I don't try hard enough,
I'm not good enough. 
The list goes on.

It is really hard to live with this. And the worst thing is I do it to myself.
I want so badly for the world to love me but I don't love myself.
It is one of my resolutions to love myself by Jan 1 of 2012.
TO love my faults and imperfections as well as the things I do well.

Luckily I have a good man at my side who helps me to overcome all the negativity 
I put into my own life.

He helps me.

And I love him for it.

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